My Shortest Post So Far

She's mad at me?

She's angry cause of me?

I don't know

I have no idea

I just have no idea

I'm out of my mind

I'm losing my mind

I can't think

I can't guess

I don't know what should I do

I'm hoping

That this will be 

The first and

The last time

I regret it

P/S : This is very RANDOM, ok!

Back to study life!

Credits to UCTI/APIIT's Facebook

Helloooeuuww!!!! *staring at my blog stats* Thank you UK, Nz and Oz for reading my blog?! *to whoever read my blog* loooooooool

Welcome back to study life!!! Weeehooo! It's the most interesting years in our whole life!

So far so good!

Alamak...terlebih sudaaaa!!!

Ok, bkn nk perasan tp these days aku terperasan post aku psl netball n T tu mostly viewed dr UK, NZ n OZ. Errkkk sapekah? Yg pasti, players Oz kt Jamaica for test series now. Players NZ kt UK.

 Tomoz I'm going to KL. For the 1st time I'm nervous like crazy to go on an airplane. You know, what happened to the flight from KL-Kch. Hmmmmm

But I have to get up early to watch Golden Globes! Night!

P/S : Please pray that I'll be there safe and fabolous!

Hard! Back to school

I'm so addicted to the song Hard by Rihanna, again! It's my theme song for 2009, 2010 and 2011 =)

Yes! I feel stronger than ever! There were a lottttt of challenges that I've gone through in the past years, 2009, 2010. It's not easy, man! It's tough! I can't believe that it's been one and a half year! Time moves really fast! I learnt a lot in these years. Who's real and who's fake! Who's smart and who's douchebags! Who's honest and who's shady! But sometimes, I feel blessed! =)

I'm counting days...to welcome myself back to school! Weeehooo!!! It'll be a new thing for me to learn, to adapt with whole new environment. I don't know what to expect. I hope it's not hell. =)

How excited I am? I was studying programming, again. Just self-taught. But Google was my instuctor til even Google can't instruct me, I stopped. So, I can say that it was last for hours only! Heh. Classic me ;)

P/S: Me and Rihanna both had a tough year (2009), we were hurt and we're avoiding ourselves from the ppl who hurt us but Rihanna is now move on with her life and I guess it's time for me to do the same! =)

So, here is the lyrics of Hard - Rihanna ft. Young Jeezy :

Yeah Yeah Yeah

Yeah Yeah Yeah

Yeah Yeah Yeah

Yeah Yeah Yeah

Yeah Yeah Yeah

Oh Yeah

Oh Yeah

Oh Yeah

Oh Yeah

Oh Yeah

They can say whatever
Ima do whatever
No pain is forever Yup!
You know this
Tougher than a lion
Aint no need in tryin

I live where the sky ends Yup!

You know this

Never lying
Truth teller
That Rihanna reign just wont let up
All black on
Black top shades
Black top maybach

Ima rock this sh*t

Like fashion

As in goin to they say stop

And my runway never looked so clear

But the hottest bit** in heels right here

No fear

And while youre gettin your cry on

Im gettin my fly on

Sincere

I see you aiming at my pedestal

I better let you know

That I, I, I, I'm so hard
Yeah, Yeah, Yeah, I'm so hard
That I, I, I, I'm so hard
Yeah, Yeah, Yeah, I'm so hard
That I, I, I, I'm so hard
Yeah, Yeah, Yeah, I'm so hard

So hard, So hard, So hard, So hard

Yeah, Yeah, Yeah (That Rihanna reign just wont let up)

Yeah, Yeah, Yeah (That Rihanna reign just wont let up)

Yeah, Yeah, Yeah (That Rihanna reign just wont let up)

So hard, So hard, So hard, So hard

All up on it
Know u wanna clone it
Aint like me (that chick to bony)
Ride this beat beat beat (like a pony)
Meet me at the top (top) top
(Getting loaded)

Who think they test me now?

Run through your town I shut it down

Brilliant, resilient fanmail from 27 million
And I want it all
Gonna take more than that
Hope that I know you got
I need it all
The money the fame the cars the clothes
I cant just let you run up on me like that (all up on me like that) yeah

I see you aiming on my pedestal
So I think I gotta let u know


That I, I, I, I'm so hard
Yeah, Yeah, Yeah, I'm so hard
That I, I, I, I'm so hard
Yeah, Yeah, Yeah, I'm so hard

That I, I, I, I'm so hard

Yeah, Yeah, Yeah, I'm so hard

So hard, So hard, So hard, So hard

Yeah, Yeah, Yeah (That Rihanna range just wont let up)

Yeah, Yeah, Yeah (That Rihanna range just wont let up)

Yeah, Yeah, Yeah (That Rihannarange just wont let up)

So hard, So hard, So hard, So hard

[YOUNG JEEZY]

Go hard or go home
Back to your residence
Soon the red dogs will give the block back to the presidents
I used to run my own block like Obama did
You ain't gotta believe me, go ask my momma then
You couldn't even come in my room

it smelled like a kilo

Looked like me and two of my boys playing casino

Trying to sell they peeping my bag they can't afford it

Tell 'em to give me back my swag

They tryin' to clone me

See my Louis tux, Louis flag, Louis frames, Louis belt

What that make me

Louis mane?

I'm in an all white party wearin' all black

With my new black watch call it the heart attack

Cardiac arrest, cardiac a wrist

Yeah, they say they're hard

They ain't hard as this

Hard!

The one word describes me

If I wasn't doin' this

You know where I be, too hard


Where them girls talkin trash at? x2 
Where they at? x3
Where them bloggers at? x2 Where they at? x3
Where your lighters at? x2 Where they at? x3

So hard, So hard, So hard, So hard

That I, I, I, I'm so hard
Yeah, Yeah, Yeah, I'm so hard
That I, I, I, I'm so hard
Yeah, Yeah, Yeah, I'm so hard

That I, I, I, I'm so hard

Yeah, Yeah, Yeah, I'm so hard

So hard, So hard, so hard

Yeah, Yeah, Yeah (That Rihanna range just wont let up)

Yeah, Yeah, Yeah (That Rihanna range just wont let up)

Yeah, Yeah, Yeah (That Rihanna range just wont let up)

So hard, so hard, so hard

*I love the song and lyrics especially the part where I bold it. It's like, mocking and makes me wanna 'boooooo' ppl =P

P/S (again): I really wanna go to Mary J.Blige Live In KL but no money. Poor me =(

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Gotong-Royong!!!

Yer kawan-kawan. Mari bergotong-royong. Bergotong-royonglah kita membersihkan blog yg berabad ditinggalkan nehhhhhh. LOL.

Kesian blog aku neh, ada tuan yang x beri komitmen kt blog. heh. Sejak berFacebook dan berTwitter nih la. Haiyoooo.

I have no idea what to blog. Seriously!

Sepanjang aku x blog nih, byk jugakla perkara2 yg aku sepatutnya hapdet, tp x hapdet pong!

So, aku akan cerita skit2 apa yg jadi kt aku slama ni. Haha. I'm a fanatic of Rihanna now! I'm one of RihannaNavy y'all! Aku fanatik Avril Lavigne dh lama dh, tp pernah ke aku blog yg aku fanatik Avril eh? Heh. Ramai sgt klo nk list artis yg aku minat neh. Nanti2 ada la aku hapdet psl tu.

Will update again soon! Very soon!

No Point!

waaaaaa it's already 4.53am. n aku blom tdo lagik. yer2 jer mlm td nk tdo awal. haaiisyy. sokmo cam nih. dhla sok kne bgn awal. ceh...awal la sgt. haha. sok got some plan. hrp2 la jd. wahai kwn2ku...jgnla x jd lg sok hari.

new stuff at the right sidebar. chewahh...gitew. hahahahahaha

ok2...en3 ni sememangnya xde motip n xde point. xde benda yg informative. haha. anyway, doakan segalanya berjalan dgn lancar n smoga semuanya baek2 saje 2moro for the sweet couples, dira n ash =)

I Have A Dream

pd masa aku start typing ni jam kt lappy aku nih dh 11.46pm tp jam kt umah ni 11.48pm. haha perlu ke aku gtau? my mom demam + kaki dia yg mmg sakit = xlarat nk bgn. dia nk bgn g toilet pun aku kne tlg pimpin dia. akak aku balik mlm ni. dlm kol 1 lbih nnt dia smpaila. skrg aku ngah tgk afc sambil menaip sambil dgr lagu lenka.

oh ya. aku nk story sket neh. bout my dream last nite. ekekekekekeke. aku x ingt camne starting mimpi tuh. yg aku ingt time tu ttiba jer aku dh kluar dgn nadya, kt sibu la of course. ktorg dlm keta, heading to somewhere yg aku pun xtau ke mana destinasi sbnr ktorg time tu. suddenly ada org dgn keta waja kejar ktorg. dont ask me who n why, aku pun xtau. dh nama pun mimpi. haha.

then ktorg pegi ke rumah one of our fren. mcm ada farewell party gitu la. farewell g mana aku pun xtau. kikikikiki. then dh dok beberapa minit, dgr2 org sembang (ktorg x sembang pun =P ), dh bersalam2, ktorg blah. pas tu ktorg g jln lg xtau p mana. ttiba tjmpa balik dgn kete waja yg kejar ktorg td. kete tu kejar ktorg balik. dh mcm tokyo drift lak. last2 ktorg pegi ke satu tmpt nih. aku pun xtau tmpt pe tu sbb aku rasa kt sibu xde tmpt mcm tu. ekekekekekekeke. mcm psr mlm pun ada gak, mcm kt pdg bsr pun ada gak. kui3x. ktorg jln2 smpai ke hujung psr tuh mcm ada  kwsn rumput2 pjg then ada jambatan yg aku pun xtau kt mana penghujungnya jambatan tuh. the end of the story ktorg duduk kt jambatan tu sambil tgk pemandangan hijau (chewah) sambil sembang2 mengimbau balik kenangan2 lama. nama RB ada gakla disebut2 dlm mimpi tuh tp xde lak muncul muka dia.

wakakakakakakaka klo kamu, kamu, kamu, kamu dan kamu xphm dgn mimpi aku nih, mmg aku xheran la sbb aku pun pening sbnrnya dgn jln cerita mimpi aku tu. keh3x. sgtla xde motif n xde moral of the story. haha. klo buat essay utk spm nih kompem fail. haha.

hadoh3x. sungguh mengarut mimpiku itu. yg plg xleh blah kete waja yg kejar ktorg tuh. aku pun xtau sape dlm keta tu n apa motif dorg kejar ktorg. hahahahahaha

pssttt time nih dh kol 3.07am. haha. aku start writing nih td kol 11.46pm. ekekekekekekeke. bkn bermksd aku sgt lama nk menaip ni wokeyh. aku type mendalah ni kejap jer. yg buat lama sbb ada tv kt dpn mata yg melalaikan aku. hik3x.

ok...ok. i know this en3 sgt mengarut. haha

I'M GETTING MARRIED SOON!

hoooyeahhh finally aku berjaya me'repair' balik blogku dgn jayanya!!! *juget2 sambil lumpat2*

hahahahaha. bersusah pyh aku mengkaji dan menyiasat pe yg perlu diubah kt html code nk buat layout jd 3 column n stretch mcm nih. pnuh, full screen barula puas ati beb! terima kasih kpd encik Google yg byk membantu. kih3x. thanx jgk kt website2 yg aku pun dh x ingt link yg aku jdkan reference. chewah...dh mcm penghargaan utk portfolio plak. ekekekekekeke.

ok...ok. i know what i'm gonna say kinda annoying or mayb makes u feel like wanna puke or mayb u will say "hey, get a life!" or "go get a room!" hahahahaha. tp aku tetap nk ckp. I miss him very1000000totheinfinity much! hahahahaha. dlu, aku rasa laki yg dpt aku, mmg malang. u know why???sbb aku x suka budak2. yessss, sincerely aku x suka budak2. but now, knowing dira abu zahar makes me wanna said this to my parent, "mom, dad. i wanna get married...right now!" hahahaha. dan jgk nk dpt anak trus. haha. jgn slh sangka okey! sheessshhh. what i meant was i really admire sifat keibuan dira n she could change me from seorg yg agak x suka budak2 kpd seorg yg naakkkk ada anak. hahahahahahaha. actually aku suka baby but not budak2 yg kian membesar. umur dlm lingkungan 1 thn ke atas. ciri-ciri: x reti nk dok diam, suka kcau org n hrta benda org dan sekaligus merosakkan hrta benda tersebut. some might say mayb aku akan berubah (which means, aku akan berubah jd suka budak2) bila aku dh get married n dh dpt anak. hmmm....i think so. just wait n see lah dlm 5-6 thn akan dtg ke...klo dh smpai jodoh, kwinla. ekekekekekekkekekeke

psstttt wanna know my biggest secret? my darling dont even know bout this. i got another boyfriend besides him. wanna know who? dont worry, i'll tell u now.

jeng jeng jengggg.....

what? u think that i've uploaded the wrong pic?

"hell no. she uploaded the right pic. im her eternal-love besides her her-man-boyfriend! she really care bout me, that is why i love her very much," johny said.

hahahahahahahahaha =P

GATAL!

YER! TANGAN SY MMG GATAL!

uwaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa lihatlah apa dh jd dgn blog aku nih. uwaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa. abs ilang sume hrta benda yg memberatkan blog aku slama ni. wakakakakakakakakaka

hmmm...mayb takes times la utk aku 'repair' blk blog nih.

im not really in the mood. kesedihan yg melanda diri. bak kata abby, aku mmg suka berada dlm kasut dira. hahaha.

daaaaaaaaaaaa..........will continue later lah k!

Mari Merapu~

petang yg agak membosankan~
nk kluar, ujan dr td x berhenti~

aku blom lunch lg~
mayb akan trus dinner while watching tv~
kekenyangan mkn 2 ketul karipap kentang n jagung rebus td~

ari ni aku dpt surat dr Penolong Pendaftar UniMap~
urusan extend aku dh approved n dh settle (alhamdulillah)~

tghri td aku call Teguh Resources utk confirmkan yg aku akan intern kt situ~
pas call Teguh Resources, aku try call Pn. Aznira (Penolong Pendaftar UniMap)~
dgn pnuh konfiden aku ckp~
"hello, pn aznira?"
pttla org yg bercakap tuh cam pelik jer~
"Penolong Pendaftar?"
"haaaa...??? Penolong Pendaftar???"
rupanya aku call Teguh Resources~
seb baek aku x introducekan diri lg~
malu siot!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ayah aku msih blom balik dr meeting~
meeting apa, aku pun xtau~
mak aku dh g surau, nk settlekan psl sok~
sok ada aktiviti gotong royong kt Surau Darul Jannah Kg. Datu Baru, Sibu~
aktiviti gotong royong tu mmg slalu dorg buat~

mlm ni kakak aku balik~
slalu aku msti ikut ayah aku g ambk kakak aku kt terminal~
but since few weeks ago, aku tgl kt umah jer~
sbb nk tgk Detik SB~
lalalalalalala~

aku sorg2 kt umah~
yg ada menemani cuma kucing2ku yg sesungguhnya x phm apa yg aku ckp kt dorg~
bdn Johny kotor lg~
ingt nk bg mndi ptg ni~
tp hjn lak~
sian dia...kang msti kesejukan~
so cancel wt sementara wktu nk bg mndi dia~
sok lusa jerla~

td ada someone yg aku x knl add aku ym~
rupanya dia dak UTP~
dia dpt email aku dr Teguh Resources~
dia dpt intern kt Teguh gak~
so ktorg berkenal2an, sembang2 jap~
pas tu dh stuju nk sewa umah skali~
sng la ckit ati aku nih, at least xla sorg2~
tp dia x konfem lg sbb dia dpt offer lain~

bosan, bosan dan bosan~
bukak tab fb, xde apa nk upd8~
bukak tab email, sgtlaaaa byk email yg aku x delete n x baca pun lg~
dh almost nk 5k emails~
bukak tab mudah.my (cari umah sewa), aku dh muntah nk cari umah sewa~
bukak tab blog dirash supporters, everything aku dh upd8~
bukak google earth, aku dh muntah tgk peta~
bukak jiwang torrent, check mana la tau ada torrent yg menarik hatiku~
tp xde yg menarik hati~
cuma ada a few yg x brapa nk menarik hati tp aku download jerla~
torrent muvee Phobia (aku pun xtau yg I or II) n torrent Stacy @JTL~

next week nk g tgk wayang ngan member2 primary skool~
nk g tgk 2012~
klo bleh smlm lg nk g tgk~
tp aku dgn baik atinyer tgu la kwn2 yg lain balik sibu~
ujong bln ni insyaallah g tgk new moon lak~
Let's all chant~
ooo-ooo, ooo-ooo~

sesungguhnya aku xtau nk wt pe lg nih~
maka aku merapu la kt sini~
hujan oh hujan...bila lg nk berhenti~
aku dh xtau nk wt pe dlm umah ni~
nk tgk tv pun, mcm xde mood lak~
plus, ujan, takut kne sambar petir~
grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr

eh eh dh mcm puisi lak en3 aku nih~
eh eh there's nothing else i can say~
eh eh i wish u never looked at me that way~
eh eh there's nothing else i can say~
eh eh eh eh eh eh eh eh eh eh~

skrg ni pg ptg siang mlm aku layan lagu2 dr album Bau~
of course my fevret songs are Manifesto *sambil headbanging*~
Warkah, Keranamu n Anggun~
layannn beb~
cayyyahhh dowhh~~~

10 random facts bout me...

10 facts bout me!!!

owh...10 facts bout me semasa n selepas aku kne semput (sbnrnya skrg pun msih lg)

1. penat xkira masa : kdg2 x wt pe2 keje pun leh ttiba rasa penat

2. lemah kaki : klo duduk atas lantai, nk bgn balik tu mcm org tua lak rupa aku.

3. slalu hilang selera mkn

4. slalu g HTF n klinik kesihatan : dh slalu sgt g, smpai dh naek bosan dh g sana

5. more than 5x x-ray, blood test 3-5x : siyes, almost everytime aku g check aku kne x-ray. blood test lak lbih kurg 3-5 kali dh. xtaula dh brapa byk tisu2 n DNA bdn aku yg mati. *sigh*

6. baru tau kewujudan Rejang Medical Center (RMC) : time raya tu g RMC. maka, barula aku tau yg sibu ada 2 hospital swasta/medical center. RMC n satu lg Sibu Medical Center. sian...dh 21thn jd org sibu tp msih blom mengenali Sibu sepenuhnya...

7. kurang shopping/jln2 : nk g shopping or jln2 kne fkr 2-3 kali sbb aku xleh jln jauh/lama sgt or i'll end up dtg semput, pening, pitam, muntah.

8. sgt ssh nk tdo mlm

9. kurang 13kg : yessss mmg btol. berat aku dh turun 13kg skrg n im hoping utk turun another 10kg or at least maintain berat skrg la =P

10. appreciate life more : yeah, at least now aku dh rasa mcmn org athma rasa (in fact, aku lg truk dr athma), aku tau sape kwn yg sbnr n sape kwn yg fake semata2, and now aku lbih appreciate family, frens n everyone around me sbb bila2 masa kita leh dicabut nyawa

p/s: sbnrnya aku just nk share citer time aku skt dlu (or mayb till now). klo aku wt dlm paragraph, konfem cite aku melalut2. so aku wt la points2 mcm ni. actually byk lg yg aku x share...nntla lain kali ok!

Trouble Is A Friend

Lenka - trouble is a friend




a must-watch video! haha. i really love this song. yg penting, kne tgk video ni. kinda funny lol. the 3 men sitting at the front. hahaha. they look so funny especially the one with the guitar. is that what guitar for??? hahahahahaha. lawak3x. tgk muka laki 3 org tu pun aku dh nk tergelak.

BEWARE...yg nk pegi INDONESIA

ok...first of all...sape yg penggeli tu baek jgn tgk n3 ni. hoho. sdgkan aku pun loya2 jer tym wt n3 ni.


aku dpt sume ni via email. mcm biasala...chain mail.


BERRHATI-HATILAH PADA MEREKA YANG HENDAK PERGI BERCUTI DI SEKITAR BALI, BANDUNG , JAKARTA ... INDONESIA

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Pada mereka yang pernah pergi Indonesia ..korang sure ke yang korang makan tuh ayam goreng? Hehehe ..??? Betul ke, macam tak percaya gitu??????? Di beberapa tempat di Indonesia tikus sawah ada yang dimakan?
Kalau tidak ingin memakannya di interview aje dulu dagingnya?
Tetapi yang paling membedakan adalah struktur tulangnya, tiap binatang mah beda maka nya harus belajar anatomi tikus, ayam dll.

Hati-hati... ...kelihatannya seperti daging ayam....?


TIKUS!!!!


Dibakar utk menghilangkan bulu...?
Dicuci sebelum dimasak..... ..


Dipotong-potong sehingga menyerupai
potongan daging ayam......


Persiapan utk di goreng....


Sebelumnya diberi bumbu....... .


Siap di santap....


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