Mixed heritage of malay, chinese and melanau but seriously, I can't speak melanau fluencely and never take the initiative to learn any chinese languages - maybe I'm just not into linguistic.
I've heard quite many times that I'm stubborn and rebellious but hey, I'm actually cool!
A die hard fan of Avril Lavigne and Rihanna aka my Robyn Rihanna Fenty! Universal music listener. Lovin pop, r&b and dance music but my heart and my soul is pop punk, pop rock, alternative pop and kinda dubstep-emo music.
Split identities - crazy with those I know best and quiet with those I'm not used to. A freak when it comes to graphic design and anything related to multimedia.
I love sports especially the grace-but-obviously-not-a-soft sport which is netball! Go England! Go Diamonds! Go Silver Ferns!
I'm so addicted to the song Hard by Rihanna, again! It's my theme song for 2009, 2010 and 2011 =)
Yes! I feel stronger than ever! There were a lottttt of challenges that I've gone through in the past years, 2009, 2010. It's not easy, man! It's tough! I can't believe that it's been one and a half year! Time moves really fast! I learnt a lot in these years. Who's real and who's fake! Who's smart and who's douchebags! Who's honest and who's shady! But sometimes, I feel blessed! =)
I'm counting days...to welcome myself back to school! Weeehooo!!! It'll be a new thing for me to learn, to adapt with whole new environment. I don't know what to expect. I hope it's not hell. =)
How excited I am? I was studying programming, again. Just self-taught. But Google was my instuctor til even Google can't instruct me, I stopped. So, I can say that it was last for hours only! Heh. Classic me ;)
P/S: Me and Rihanna both had a tough year (2009), we were hurt and we're avoiding ourselves from the ppl who hurt us but Rihanna is now move on with her life and I guess it's time for me to do the same! =)
So, here is the lyrics of Hard - Rihanna ft. Young Jeezy :
Yeah Yeah Yeah
Yeah Yeah Yeah
Yeah Yeah Yeah
Yeah Yeah Yeah
Yeah Yeah Yeah
Oh Yeah
Oh Yeah
Oh Yeah
Oh Yeah
Oh Yeah
They can say whatever Ima do whatever No pain is forever Yup! You know this Tougher than a lion Aint no need in tryin
I live where the sky ends Yup!
You know this
Never lying
Truth teller
That Rihanna reign just wont let up
All black on
Black top shades
Black top maybach
Ima rock this sh*t
Like fashion
As in goin to they say stop
And my runway never looked so clear
But the hottest bit** in heels right here
No fear
And while youre gettin your cry on
Im gettin my fly on
Sincere
I see you aiming at my pedestal
I better let you know
That I, I, I, I'm so hard
Yeah, Yeah, Yeah, I'm so hard
That I, I, I, I'm so hard
Yeah, Yeah, Yeah, I'm so hard
That I, I, I, I'm so hard
Yeah, Yeah, Yeah, I'm so hard
So hard, So hard, So hard, So hard
Yeah, Yeah, Yeah (That Rihanna reign just wont let up)
Yeah, Yeah, Yeah (That Rihanna reign just wont let up)
Yeah, Yeah, Yeah (That Rihanna reign just wont let up)
So hard, So hard, So hard, So hard
All up on it
Know u wanna clone it
Aint like me (that chick to bony)
Ride this beat beat beat (like a pony)
Meet me at the top (top) top
(Getting loaded)
Who think they test me now?
Run through your town I shut it down
Brilliant, resilient fanmail from 27 million
And I want it all
Gonna take more than that
Hope that I know you got
I need it all
The money the fame the cars the clothes
I cant just let you run up on me like that (all up on me like that) yeah
I see you aiming on my pedestal So I think I gotta let u know
That I, I, I, I'm so hard Yeah, Yeah, Yeah, I'm so hard That I, I, I, I'm so hard Yeah, Yeah, Yeah, I'm so hard
That I, I, I, I'm so hard
Yeah, Yeah, Yeah, I'm so hard
So hard, So hard, So hard, So hard
Yeah, Yeah, Yeah (That Rihanna range just wont let up)
Yeah, Yeah, Yeah (That Rihanna range just wont let up)
Yeah, Yeah, Yeah (That Rihannarange just wont let up)
So hard, So hard, So hard, So hard
[YOUNG JEEZY]
Go hard or go home
Back to your residence
Soon the red dogs will give the block back to the presidents
I used to run my own block like Obama did
You ain't gotta believe me, go ask my momma then
You couldn't even come in my room
it smelled like a kilo
Looked like me and two of my boys playing casino
Trying to sell they peeping my bag they can't afford it
Tell 'em to give me back my swag
They tryin' to clone me
See my Louis tux, Louis flag, Louis frames, Louis belt
What that make me
Louis mane?
I'm in an all white party wearin' all black
With my new black watch call it the heart attack
Cardiac arrest, cardiac a wrist
Yeah, they say they're hard
They ain't hard as this
Hard!
The one word describes me
If I wasn't doin' this
You know where I be, too hard
Where them girls talkin trash at? x2 Where they at? x3 Where them bloggers at? x2 Where they at? x3 Where your lighters at? x2 Where they at? x3
So hard, So hard, So hard, So hard
That I, I, I, I'm so hard
Yeah, Yeah, Yeah, I'm so hard
That I, I, I, I'm so hard
Yeah, Yeah, Yeah, I'm so hard
That I, I, I, I'm so hard
Yeah, Yeah, Yeah, I'm so hard
So hard, So hard, so hard
Yeah, Yeah, Yeah (That Rihanna range just wont let up)
Yeah, Yeah, Yeah (That Rihanna range just wont let up)
Yeah, Yeah, Yeah (That Rihanna range just wont let up)
So hard, so hard, so hard
*I love the song and lyrics especially the part where I bold it. It's like, mocking and makes me wanna 'boooooo' ppl =P
P/S (again): I really wanna go to Mary J.Blige Live In KL but no money. Poor me =(
few days ago, aku kluar dgn my bestfren time skolah rendah dlu. gila ko nyah...almost 9 years x jmpa. huhu. plan agak last minute. so ktorg kluar pun agak lewat ari tu. ktorg kluar g tgk This Is It kt premier. at first aku plan nk tgk yg kol 4.30 tp syidah kne fetch adik2 dia balik dr skolah la plak. so ktorg tgk yg kol 2.30 jerla.
siyes beb! even aku da la yawning beberapa kali time tgk This Is It tu, tp aku rasa cam nk tgk lg, lg, lg dan lg. waaaaaa ble dvd This Is It nk kluar ek. siyes, nk tgk lg. tgk skali x puas beb! *yg sbnrnya nk download torrent jer* LOL
aku sgt teruja n jeles tgk orianthi panagaris ok! dia goreng gitar sgt hebat. dhla dpt jd guitarist 'x smpt' MJ. well, she's among the 12 greatest female electric guitarist. woooooo cayyaahhh dowhh!!!!
gosh! skrg ni aku btol2 serabut. nmpk jer aku cam hepi, tp sbnrnya dlm hati siapa yg tahu (chewah). aku btol2 serabut, bercelaru, pening dan yg sewaktu dgnnya. ok, today dh 7 nov. means, bout 3 weeks left b4 masok bln dec n yet, aku still blom wt decision nk intern kt mana. OMG!!!!
u know what, deciding faarrrr more difficult than selecting. urgghh!!! klo b4 ni aku pening nk cari tmpt utk intern, skrg laaagiii laaa pening nk pilih mana nk intern. tu la kan. nk cari ssh, ble dh dpt lbih dr 1 tmpt, nk pilih tu laaagiii laa ssh.
seriously i hv nooooo idea at all. sape2 yg terer, or yg mmg dlm bidang engineering especially electronic engineering, tuluunlaa bg tnjk ajar or bimbingan kt aku. haha
actually now aku da dpt 2 offer. 1st offer yg aku dpt celcom kl or also known as HQ Celcom or menara celcom. aku mmg apply kt HQ tu pun. but HR tu tgk resume aku alamat Sibu, so dia suggest aku intern kt celcom sibu jerla sbb klo aku intern kt kl, bsr lak blnja. plus, dorg celcom x bg any allowance.
actually aku mmg interested nk intern ngan celcom. aku mmg minat nk blaja psl network, wireless, communication, etc. but, ntahla. ble dia offer nk transfer aku ke cbu, mmg bgsla. even xde allowance tp aku xperlu kluarkan pe2 perbelanjaan sbb aku dok kt umah. mkn kt umah, tdo kt umah, ada tenet connection yg laju, ada tv ada astro leh tgk hari2. haha. tp aku risau dgn company2 bsr ni. kang xpsl aku kne wt keje secretary lak. tlg wt air la, tlg fotostat la, tlg distribute flyers, tlg fax. miahahahahaha xnkla aku. aku sgt excited nk intern bkn sbb sajer2 ok. sbb aku nk grab as many knowledge n experience yg aku bleh. n aku hrp knowledge n experience yg aku dpt tu nnt useful utk fyp n yg plg penting, utk aku apply keje pd masa akan dtg. tu yg plg penting bg aku sbnrnya...sbyk mana knowledge n experience yg aku dpt. klo stkt intern dok goyang kaki, repair pc rosak, wt keje2 technician skit2 jer baik xyah. mmg sng sbb xbyk keje tp yg sbnrnya aku sgt suka klo byk keje sbb aku sgt obses ngan keje. sape2 yg geng aku kt skolah dlu or kt U skrg ni pun yg prnh wt keje berkumpulan ngan aku tau mayb tau. pg ptg siang mlm, ngah mkn, ngah sembang, b4 tdo aku ckp psl keje kumpulan tu jer. yes, that's me! that reminds me masa thesis f4! haha. aku sgt obses ngan keje thesis tu smpai member aku prnh tegur yg aku ni sgt obses ngan keje. hahahaha
ada 1 lg offer yg aku dpt. teguh resources kt desa melawati kl. klo x silap aku ari isnin or ari slasa dorg call aku, dorg ckp dorg perlu student intern sbb byk projek coming soon. then, aku p tgkla website dorg. ni link website dorg http://www.teguhresources.com/ aku tgk website dorg, tgk scope keje dorg, mcm okla. not bad. plus, company ni kira still company kcik, blom smpai thp multi-national pnye company. so that's what i like. aku berharap sgtla klo aku intern kt situ aku mmg diberi keje yg mmg keje engineer, bkn keje secretary. tp tu la kan...dh nama pun kt kl, jauh dr rumah, knela blnja bsr. nk byr sewa umah, nk byr bil, blnja transport, blnja mkn minum lg. tu sume yg membelenggu aku skrg. even ada allowance, tp aku rasa still xckup la. hmm...ntahla. aku mmg dh pening nk pikir. ngah tdo pikir psl intern, ngah mkn pikir psl intern, ngah tgk tv pikir psl intern, ngah berpesbuk pun pikir psl intern. haiissyyy.
owh, ada something yg aku nk ckp. ni lari sket dr topik intern la. haha. FYI, this is my personal blog. so ikut suka akula nk ckp pe pun. plis jgn samakan my personal blog ni dgn dirash frenz pnye blog (http://dirashsupporters.blogspot.com/). just be professional la k. psl keje mcm tu jgn dicampur adukkan dgn my personal life, my personal thought n my personal opinion.
haaaa ok2. sekian sajer luahan hati sy utk ari ni. hahaha.
p/s: Malam SB mgu ni tema tribute to Sudirman-1 Malaysia. nk tgk mcmn persembahan dorg this week.
beberapa hari aku x hapdet blog nih sbb ketiadaan mood. uhuk3x. smlm pale aku yg serabut bertambah tym lab Communication System or aku memendekkan namanya as Comm Sys. sgtla serabut tym lab ni sbb xdpt waveform yg spatutnya. lg serabut ble tgk org lain dpt waveform yg spatutnya. serabut thp cipan plak ble swoh org lain wt pun xdpt waveform yg spatutnya. pas tu dan2 plak tym tu kaki aku rs sangaaatttt sakit mnyebabkan aku ilang mood trus nk wt lab tuh.
mlm td spatutnya aku pegi berurut lg. kira 2nd appointment la. but then tpksa cancel last minute. pas tu gadoh2....pas tu bermahap-mahapan....pas tu tdo. hua3x.
pg ni aku skt perut (ler pulaakkkk) dan kaki sakit2 lagik. then pegi lab micro-p. ahaks, gilosss lah. without any theory basic dlm pale hotak, aku p lab micro-p. hua3x.
ps1: hooyeahhh...hooyeahh....hoooyeaahhh....sok jmpa doc!!! huhu. hope aku da leh bukak la kan simen nih...x perlu dh pkai simen nih. klo aku still kne pkai lagik simen nih, aku try berdiskusi dgn doc tu supaya aku xyah pkai simen. aku tataula approved ke x suggestion aku tu kan. but i'll try la mntk kt doc tuh. aku dh buhsan pkai mendalah nih...
ps2: test ic design yg spatutnya mlm nih ditunda ke ahad mlm. hoooyeaahhh3x lagikkk. huhu...
ps3: aaaaaaaa............awaaaaakkkkkkkk.........jomlaaaaaa pegi umah abg D tuuuuu.....nk p berubat........uwaaaaaaaaaaa.........uwaaaaaaaaaaa.........uwaaaaaaaaaa...........
psp: td teringin nk mkn cendol tp org tu ckp cendol pun wt dr tepung pulut, so aku xleh mkn. uwaaaaaa....dhla cendol pulut pun xleh mkn. sob3x. godaannnnn.........tym mkn, tpksa letak udang n ayam kt tepi pinggan.....isk3x. cobaannnnnnnnnnnn.............
Happy Birthday to Kak Sal!!! errmmm.....yg ke 28. semoga pjg umur murah rezeki sukses slalu dipercepatkan jodoh (cpt2la kawin). kah3x GBU!!!
errmmm....p blog kak sal td....dia ada tulih yg 13.02 ni 'abg' dia p interview. pe kaitan ngan aku??? ahaks....sbnrnya just nk ckp psl tarikh tu, 13.02. pd hari yg sama aku ada appointment doc. isk3x....hope everything ok! ssh nk predict actually sbb kaki aku ni still sakit lg. so aku xleh nk teka kaki aku ni getting better or getting worst. insyaallah klo xde pe2 mslh, sok aku try p berubat cara tradisional. hope xde mslh pe la. risau gak kot2 b'tmbh skt lak b'ubt cara tradisional nih. lgpun, doc dh psn, jgn urut kaki aku nih. kali ni i've to break the rule sbb xthn kaki aku ni skt. kot la getting better lak ble b'ubt cara tradisional ni kan. lgpun member aku yg rekomen tmpt tu. hmmm.....just wait n see la yer pe jd ngan kaki aku nnt.
nothing much to say actually. pale aku ngah serabut. keje manyakkk....sok kne hntr assignment micro-p. aiyohhhhhhhh.........apsl la aku kne stdy micro-p??????? sungguh memeningkan pale. tuluunnn3x..........komengggg aaaaaa.........help me........sob3x.
aaaaa.....buhsan3x!!! errrkkkkkk....say no to bosan! sob3x. i thought lab comm sys will be slh satu lab yg besh utk sem ni sbb masa 1st lab dlu ktorg 'main' ngan spectrum analyzer jer. tekan tekan, msok nilai, pas tu kluar la graf kt display screen. tu jer. even klo wt lama2 leh jd bosan, but ok la kan than now nie. uwaaaaa...i thought sbjk signal system last sem will be the last time aku guna software matlab dlm lab. rupanya sem nie guna lagik matlab! aiyokkkkkk!!! x ske3x. bkn stkt comm sys neh, EM pun guna matlab. haaiissyy.....
xpelaaa....x ske mcmn pun aku kne ske gak kan. mlm ni dgn rasa terlebih smgt aku gigih cari installer matlab. hua3x. dh sem ke-4 baru terhegeh-hegeh nk cari installer matlab??? wakakakakaka.....padahal dr sem 1 lagi dh guna matlab. truknya aku! keh3x (gelak kt diri sendiri). tp kan.....aiyokkkkkk......sbnrnya now nie aku ngah tgu klasmet aku nk send installer matlab tuh. td dia kata dia nk compress dlu. lmbt lak dia neh nk hntr. bape jam nk compress mendalah tu? aiyokkkkkk. sementara ngah tgu dia nk hntr kt aku, aku pun wtla en3 neh. pas settle en3 nih aku sambung wt pre-lab comm sys utk sok. jgn aku trus terleka dh la. weh cptla hntr installer matlab!!! ilang p mana ntah dia neh. haiyohhhh.......
errmmm...actually dr dlu bkn aku xde ati nk install matlab. tp lappy aku yg lama tuh....pehem2 jerla kan. lappy yg aku dh guna for 6 years....pas tu ram lak 256mb kot! hua3x. dh ayam, btambah ayamla lappy aku jadiknyer klo aku install matlab tuh. tu pun seb baek masa 1st sem aku x install linux. klo aku install linux, ntah2 meletup trus lappy aku. kah3x. so now nie okla kan....wit my new lappy (blushing). anyway, itewla reason yg aku guna utk memikat ati my dad utk blikan aku lappy baru. hua3x. tp btol la kan....aku bkn tipu pun. mmg btol....kos aku nih sgtlaaa byk guna software. klo dlu, dgn lappy aku yg lama tu aku kne fkr 3-4 kali nk install software, skrg nie x perlu dh kot. hua3x.
hmmm....xpela. biar aku further ngan pre-lab aku dlu. biarla dlu installer matlab tu. ahhaaa....jom kta stadi stadok smpai stido! heh. apakah itew amplitude modulation? (garu pale). apakah itew modulation index? (garu pale lg). hua3x.
ps1 : ptg td ttiba aku rs cam x sdp ati lak. riso ada org terasa ngan en3 aku b4 nih....yg aku mengata n mencarut bagaii tuh. uhuk3x. xpela...i dont gv a damn. do i care? ada aku kesah? or dlm bhsa srwknyer, ada aku lalek? hua3x.
ps2 : new mini project coming. IC Design Mini Project! so total up...now nie ada 3 mini project. IC Design, EM & Comm Sys. mayb i should say 'assignment' utk EM & Comm Sys....but still kinda mini project la. skrg nie micro-p jer lom ada mini project. ke dh ada....just aku jer yg tataw??? huhu...
beberapa hari aku x hapdet blog nih sbb ketiadaan mood. uhuk3x. smlm pale aku yg serabut bertambah tym lab Communication System or aku memendekkan namanya as Comm Sys. sgtla serabut tym lab ni sbb xdpt waveform yg spatutnya. lg serabut ble tgk org lain dpt waveform yg spatutnya. serabut thp cipan plak ble swoh org lain wt pun xdpt waveform yg spatutnya. pas tu dan2 plak tym tu kaki aku rs sangaaatttt sakit mnyebabkan aku ilang mood trus nk wt lab tuh.
mlm td spatutnya aku pegi berurut lg. kira 2nd appointment la. but then tpksa cancel last minute. pas tu gadoh2....pas tu bermahap-mahapan....pas tu tdo. hua3x.
pg ni aku skt perut (ler pulaakkkk) dan kaki sakit2 lagik. then pegi lab micro-p. ahaks, gilosss lah. without any theory basic dlm pale hotak, aku p lab micro-p. hua3x.
