Mixed heritage of malay, chinese and melanau but seriously, I can't speak melanau fluencely and never take the initiative to learn any chinese languages - maybe I'm just not into linguistic.
I've heard quite many times that I'm stubborn and rebellious but hey, I'm actually cool!
A die hard fan of Avril Lavigne and Rihanna aka my Robyn Rihanna Fenty! Universal music listener. Lovin pop, r&b and dance music but my heart and my soul is pop punk, pop rock, alternative pop and kinda dubstep-emo music.
Split identities - crazy with those I know best and quiet with those I'm not used to. A freak when it comes to graphic design and anything related to multimedia.
I love sports especially the grace-but-obviously-not-a-soft sport which is netball! Go England! Go Diamonds! Go Silver Ferns!
haha setelah berhari-hari aku x upd8 blog (eleh, baru berhari2, b4 ni smpai berbulan2 x upd8 blog nih). akhirnya ari ni aku gagahkan diri utk upd8 even dgn mata yg separuh terbukak (kemengantukan). hari sblm2 nih sibuk dok upd8 blog org jer kan, smpai blog sendiri x terupd8. huhu. ok2, utk pengetahuan korg, skrg ni aku luangkan lbih byk masa on another blog (yg sbnrnya mls nk log out, log in, log out, log in). disebabkan kemalasan itulah dh beberapa hari aku x upd8 blog nih. check out this blog http://dirashsupporters.blogspot.com/ but mayb dlm proses nk tkr kpd dirashfrenz. apa2 hal nnt klo ada pertukaran link blog, akan dimaklumkan kemudian. ehem...layout blog tu lg lawa dr layout my personal blog hokeyh! haiyoooo!!!
haaaa...ni nk citer something. pe2 korg tgk dlu video nih:
highlighted utk part minit yg ke 0:25 ke minit 0:34. ok, now i'll explain kpd sape2 yg ada ckp2 psl blog tu kan. yesssss, im the creator n the admin of the blog. so what? that's one of the way for me to show my support towards them. enough said. anyway, im thankful to dira too. cayyyaahh dowh!!!
psl Malam SB mgu 2. haha actually dr ari tu lg nk upd8 psl ni, tp tu laa...dsbbkan kemalasan thp cipan la yg menyebabkan skrg ni baru nk upd8.
psmbhn 1st, isma n zul. lagu separuh masa by the lima. psmbhn bgs, energetic n isma looks cute dgn spec bsr, rambut ikat dua n gaya nerdy. haha. i think, i like markyong's idea. he's such a creative choreographer (ntah btol ke x ejaan nih). ada 2-3 choreographer yg kluar dgn idea choreography yg sama especially the lifting n stunt part la yg plg obvious kan. but slama 2 mgu ni aku tgk idea markyong lain dr yg lain. and that's good for them! 4.0/5 for them!
2nd performance, sein n nana. lagu le freak. lagu ni best sbnrnya. n their performance pun not bad la, but i think aku lbih suka tgk performance dorg 1st week. i can see ada improvement kt nana, ada expression. sein as usual, mmg bgs. 3.5/5 for them!
3rd performance, anita n ismadi. lagu pilihlah aku by latif ibrahim. at first i dont hv any idea why lagu ni selected utk tema mgu disko ni tp aku trima jerla seadanya. persembahan dorg bgs, ada jln cerita n jln cerita tu pun x nmpk fake sgt n x boring. anita was good, ada gaya, ada feel, ada expression but the problem was ismadi. ssh btol nk tgk ismadi ni tgk dpn. asyk tgk bini dia jer (ayat cat farish). in my opinion, quite ssh jgkla nk bwk feel disco dgn lagu ni sbb lagu ni agak slow. but overall, i think it's 3.0/5.
4th performance, dira n ash. lagu let's dance together by melly goeslaw ft. BBB. im gonna comment without bias ok! actually im quite dissappointed la tgk performance dorg. let's dance together is one of my fevret song dlu (zmn2 lagu ni pemes la). n that song pnye beat agak laju n music dia agak kuat but dorg pnye step x strong enough mcm music tu. tp ada 1 part tu aku suka. haha
step ni aku suka. wakakakaka. mcm comey jer dorg wt mcm tu. ekekekkekeke
part ni yg aku konpius. mmg step dia mcm tu or ash sbnrnya nk terjatuh?? at 1st aku tgk mlm tu pun aku da fkr dia almost terjatuh
ermm...for them...i think it's 3.3/5
5th performance, mirna n noorah. lagu staying alive by bee gees. mirna nmpk ada improvement this week. noorah pun bgs jgk but i think aku lg suka tgk noorah last week, masa mgu yo! hahaha. it's a good idea jgkla, mirna menari kt dpn n noorah kt blkg. mcm yg choreographer dorg tu ckp, dia nk menampakkan mirna tu as a player yg terer menari. mayb nmpk x ckup terer but okla, nmpk improvement mirna. tp sgt menakutkan okeyh tgk part mirna junjung (junjung ek namanya klo angkat kt bahu tu?) noorah, noorah mcm nk tjatuh jer. seb baek slmt. haha. n part yg mirna pusing2kan noorah tu (apa nama stunt mcm tu ah?) nmpk mcm mirna xlarat nk agkt noorah. ekekekeke. anyway, still a good performance. 3.5/5.
6th performance, enot n zainul. lagu gina by rem. firstly yg aku nk ckp, aku tgk kaki enot berbandage jer aku dh tkut. sbb aku prnh mengalami situasi mcm tu (in fact, slalu sgt dlm situasi mcm tu). kaki ngah sakit but hv to do something yg mmg kira berat n luar kemampuan seseorang yg ngah sakit kaki. mmg kesian aarrr tgk enot n mmg respek smgt dia. muka enot pun nmpk sgt x bersemangat. i agree with joseph gonzalez. klo enot skt, spptnya husband dia yg sihat tu do all-out utk cover kelemahan wife dia yg ngah skt kaki tu. but, as joseph ckp, mayb x ckup disembunyikan. n aku sependapat dgn farah dato' sulaiman. dr 1st week lg aku tgk zainul menari, aku rasa dia ni mcm robot kayu yg ble org suruh satu gaya tu, dia buat gaya tu dgn lurusnya without ada lenggang or bunga2. haa...mcm tu la. n once again i agree dgn joseph, zainul menyebabkan psgn tu nmpk sgt lemah. actually im hoping for them yg eliminated last week sbb aku sgtlaaaa kesian n bersimpati tgk couple nih. dhla dorg ni slalu gaduh time practise, enot plak injured kt kaki n yg plg penting, aku rs cam dh x sanggup nk tgk zainul menari n aku kesianla jgk klo org gelak tgk dia menari. yg plg aku heran but nothing yg pelik sbb dh nama pun program realiti kan. xkirala org amatur yg xde basic dlm seni smpaila org yg professional, sympathy bleh menaikkan contestant tu. pe yg aku nk ckp sbnrnya, mrkh enot yg juri professional bg lbih tgi drpd mrkh psgn lain yg performance dorg lbih bgs dr couple enot nih. so phm2la sendiri. 2.0/5.
7th performance, didie n sham. lagu hey hey teksi. melettsss uolss didie in pink dgn wig pink lg. haha. didie mmg bgs dr last week, n this week dia mkin improve. good for her. sham pun not bad, ada improvement. actually nothing much la nk ckp psl dorg. 4.3/5
8th performance, oshin n firdaus. lagu let's all chant. firstly aku nk ckp, they're very lucky sbb dpt lagu ni...sgt best ok!!! lagu ni cam leh naekkan smgt dorg utk buat lbih bgs. dorg buat bgs, ada improvement but mayb x ckup. firdaus sgt bersemangat ok! haha. dgn expression muka dia...haha. i think oshin kurg expression. lifting n stunt part, mcm yg kita leh tgk dlm detik SB, firdaus sgt bermasalah nk agkt oshin. n time mlm SB, it shows la ckit. yg part oshin naek kt pinggang firdaus tu, nmpk sgt oshin berusaha melompat ke pinggang firdaus. spttnya part tu lbih smooth smpai nmpk mcm firdaus yg agkt oshin ke pinggang dia instead of oshin yg melompat. haha. mcm lwk pun ada lak. kih3x. but not bad la. for me, performance dorg this week better dr performance dorg 1st week dlu (dorg pnye acting nmpk sgt fake). 3.0/5.
9th performance, sazzy n nazril. lagu funky town. lagu ni pun best! aku suka expression sazzy n nazril. n both of them nmpk sgt bersemangat. i like that! the best parts were the lifting part. makkk aiihhh nmpk sgtlaaa ringan n lembut bdn sazzy. teruja aii nyahhh. time aku tgk tu mmg the only word yg kluar dr mulut aku was "wow!" aku mcm nmpk bygn vee n shidi ble tgk sazzy n nazril ni menari. haha adakah itu tandanya mereka akan mengikuti jejak langkah vee n shidi menjadi juara? huhu peminat2 sazzy n nazril, undilah mereka yer! risau jgk aku tgk undi dorg slalu rndh. frankly speaking, aku mmg minat jgk dgn dorg ni but buat masa ni aku fokus pd dira n ash (dr segi undian lah). 4.7/5
performance lagu tema SB...haha last week baru jer aku merungut psl costume dorg. yg 1st week pnye costume utk performance lagu tema SB nmpk formal sgt n nmpk mcm x meriah ble xde bulu2 ayam kt kepala mcm season2 yg lps. yerla, season2 b4 ni dh biasa tgk bulu ayam kt kepala dorg time tarian lagu tema, ttiba season ni xde lak. tu yg nmpk cam pelik. but 2nd week, ada jgk bulu ayam kt kepala dorg. haha. barulah meriah dowh!
ok...psl debaran SB. actually ptg ahad tu aku vote for mirna sbb vote dorg slalu rndh n aku xnk dorg terkluar dlu. then, mlm tu time debaran SB, ble Awal ckp anita antara 3 yg terendah (slain enot n oshin), aku risau gak sbb aku nk anita kekal utk minggu seterusnya. so time tu ada la jgk aku vote anita even aku tau mmg gerenti vote aku x smpt msok sbb dh lewat sgt time tu. beberapa minit jer lg vote nk tutup, talian vote msti ngah jam. tp aku vote la jgk. unfortunately, keputusan dh dibuat n anita terkluar. sgt sdih time tu sbb aku nk enot or oshin terkluar. tp xpela, adat pertandingan.
wahhhhh pjg dowhhh entry aku kali nih. hahahaha. ni la ble idea seminggu disimpan n dikluarkan dlm 1 masa, terhasil la entry yg pjg lebar. hahaha. ok2 it's late already. gotta go to sleep. dzzzzzzzzz
p/s: aku tgk pelik jer rambut joseph gonzales masa Mlm SB mgu 2. dia pkai wig or rmbut btol? mcm senget la rambut dia. that remind me of Kawachi the slippery wig. hahaha. sape peminat yakitate japan, phmla pe mksd aku. hua3x.
ok, i know gmbr ni sgt blur n x jelas. but aku nk korg tgk balik ulangan or tgk kt utube part nie. part ni sazzy ada iras2 dynaz mokhtar. siyes, aku nmpk ada iras la sazzy part ni. n anita baharom tnpa perlu disangkal lg, mmg ada iras2 anne ngasri. rmai org mengakui, so aku ckp dgn pnuh konfiden n tnpa was2. haha
yuhuuuuuu....dh beberapa hari berlalu utk mgu ke-2 SB. msti ada yg ngata aku kan...asek2 SB jer. kt blog SB, kt fb SB. haha. ada aku kesah? miahahahahahaha. ok2. utk 2nd week nih, temanya demam disko.
Isma – Separuh Masa (De Lima) Dira – Let’s Dance Together (Melly Goeslow feat BBB) Anita – Pilihlah Aku (Latiff Ibrahim) Didie – Hey Hey Teksi (Discovery) Enot – Gina (Rem) Sein – Le Freak (Chic) Sazzy – Funky Town (Lipps) Mirna – Staying Alive (Bee Gees) Oshin – Let’s All Chant (Micheal Zeger Band)
so i guess mgu ni menarik jgkla mcm last week (in terms of theme la). n i hope utk 2nd week, ada byk improvement on their dancing. so jom kita amek mood n feel dlu lagu nih b4 this weekend. ni lagu utk dira n ash =)
lagu2 psgn lain ada kt youtube, so search jer tajuk lagu dorg. mls nk letak kt cni, nk letak lagu dorg dira jer =P
hahahahaha. sler2 dgr puas2 lagu ni. =)
based on apa yg aku tgk kt detik sehati berdansa, koreografi dorg this week mkin ssh. so i hope dorg akan all out this week. lgpun mgu ni dorg dpt lagu best klo compared dgn lagu last week. so hrp2 psgn dira n ash x sia2kan pluang yg dorg dpt ni. buatla yg terbaik =)
demam...demam...demam....fever...SB3. hahaha x demam pun sbnrnya, ckp jer =P
hoooyeah3x. SB3 start lg! kali ni pengacaranya Awal Ashaari, Scha Alyahya n Fahrin Ahmad =)
im soooo excited to watch SB3 sbb 1stly yg plg penting....sbb ada dira. hohoho. itu yg plg penting. then sbb ada sazzy n sein...mnt gitu2la. pas tu nk tgk didie n enot menari. huhu. artis yg lain tu so-so jerla.
1st performance mlm tu, psgn sazzy & nazril dgn lagu impak maksima. oh b4 terlupa. theme utk mlm tu adalah YO! mlm hip hop ler. so apa yg aku nmpk dlm persembahan sazzy & nazril is....sazzy lebih menonjol dr nazril. eyh some part sazzy nmpk mcm dynaz ler plak =P ada time yg sazzy melompat2 tuh...adeh...aku tgk sazzy melompat gitu...nmpk sgt bdn dia ringan...nmpk xde mslh jer dia nk lompat2. haha. *bila la aku nk jd ringan mcm tu* wakakakakakaka.
overall utk sazzy & nazril, aku bg 8.5/10 =)
dira & ash =)
hehe. i loiiike ok si dira nih. terminat lak kt dia since tgk dia kt drama 100 hari jadi. ok, psl psmbhn dorg mlm tu. at first, aku risau gak after tgk d sebalik SB, dorg mcm x ok jer especially wardrobe dorg time practise tuh. but at last, ok jgk performance dorg. okla...not bad since lagu anak ayam by too phat tu mmgla hip hop but music lagu tu not very aggressive. but still, a good performance =)
overall, aku bg 8.3/10 la =P
mirna & noorah...iringan muzik lagu Low by flo rida. appearance noorah mlm tu meletttss gitew. ok la jgk dorg ni. noorah looks lbih menonjol compared to mirnawan mlm tu. noorah mmg goyang abes but it's good la kan to know that she'd done her very best. mirnawan aku nmpk mcm berat sgt jer...mcm kurang stamina...kurang energy. kata bekas pemain hoki kebangsaan. noorah nmpk more energetic mlm tu wokeyh! haha. pe pun mmg x patut klo mirna & noorah ni terkeluar sbb aku dh ada pilihan aku sendiri yg aku nk dorg kluar. haha
overall, aku bg 7.9/10.
anita & ismadi. anita nmpk lbih menonjol compared to ismadi. lbih kurg mcm mirna jgkla. ismadi ni nmpk 'berat' cket n kurg stamina.
apa2 pun aku bg 7.8/10.
oshin & firdaus. errghhhh. pasangan ni la yg aku nk kuar sbnr2nya at the 1st week. iringan music lagu pakai buang by stacy. koreografi dorg mcm more to drama instead of dancing. n some part, kinda obvious la tarian dorg x synchronized. so tu menambahburukkan koreografi dorg slain drpd drama yg agak membosankan itew. hoho
so aku bg 6.3/10 jerla =P
didie & sham. iringan music lagu tukang gempak by adam. haiyoohhhh takut aku nengok tgn didie. halusnyerlaaa. heh. but halus2 pun dia menari meletttsss wokeyh. once again...yg perempuannya...didie lbih menonjol compared to sham.
aku bg 9.2/10. heh
sein & nana. iringan lagu taiwan mei ban fa. owh hohoho...aku minat sein since ruffedge, so what can i say. haha. sein nmpk cool n hot sgt menari mlm tuh. n sein plg menonjol compared to nana. lgpun, dr awal mmg aku fkr sein ni xde mslh sgt nk menari lagi2 klo theme hip hop. kira mknn dia la. ruffedge dlu kan ada menari2 gak...so that's y la i think dia xde mslh nk menari =)
9.4/10 utk sein & nana =)
isma & zul. dgn iringan music lagu come get some. hoh tekezutt aku nengok muka dorg. mask ijau metallic glitter. but quite shock jgk la tgk zul mampu menari sebaik itu. haha. x sgka uols! both of them nmpk sgt energetic n sgt seimbang. klo psgn lain, ada yg laki menonjol, ada yg pmpuan lbih menonjol. utk derang nih...both of them are good. yg aku plg suka part last skali tuh.
wakakakakakakaka. can u see the glitter words? 'NOW I'M SINGLE'. hahahaha. good job from markyong =)
9.5/10 utk dorg...=)
last. enot & zainol. hadoh3x. zainol ni super keras la. errkkkk jgn slh phm lak mksd aku. mksd aku dia ni kayu sgt. sekayu-kayu laki lain, xla kayu sgt mcm dia nih. ni baru hip-hop. blom lg tarian lain yg memerlukan extra kelembutan bdn. hahahaha. pe pun, usaha enot harus dipuji jgkla. i know, kira 1 cabaran bsr la utk enot menari. huhu.
so, 6.0/1o for them
conclusion, aku suka tgk sazzy, dira, noorah, anita & didie menari. kira mostly pmpuan la yg menonjol except for pasangan oshin&firdaus, sein& nana, isma&zul, enot&zainol. utk psgn oshin&firdaus, hmmm ntahla. dua2 xbest jer aku tgk. haha. isma & zul...seimbang...both are good. utk psgn sein & nana, aku suka tgk sein menari =)
28 sept 09, monday - aku balik ke perlis. sob3x. sdih. berat rs ati nk tglkan my hometown =(
apapun, pg td leh lak aku lupa 1 perkara yg sgt penting! aku lupa nk slm dgn my mom! aiyokkkk how can i 4gt that. *sigh*
actually aku kinda rushing la pg td sbb pg tu baru aku packing brg. huhu. pas tu tgk lak ayah aku dh dok tgu dlm kete, lgla x menentu ati aku, nk cpt jer. smpai leh lak terlupa nk slm dgn my mom =(
anyway, flght aku pg td kol 9.15 sibu-kl. tambang teksi from lcct-klia jer dh rm40+. *sigh again*
pas tu aku p mamam...
pliz dont try this at home! huhu. jgn amalkan yg mcm dlm gmbr aku ni yer. ni namanya membazir! isy3x. orange juice aku da abes segelas, tp mee goreng aku x kurg2 pun aku tgk. pas tu, abes da 2 gelas orange juice, tgkla byk mana mee dlm gmbr tu. byk tu la mee tu time aku tglkan meja tu utk boarding. huhu
kebosanan dlm flght kl-alor star, ni la keje aku. huhu...
gmbr ni aku ambk time plane tu baru jer lalu atas penang bridge. plane tu dh lalu atas tu baru aku terfikir nk ambk gmbr. time aku dh ready nk ambk gmbr tu, dh x smpt dh nk ambk gmbr penang bridge. hoho
smpai kt apot alor star, nk call lak xleh sbb btri phone aku dh mampos time kt klia lagik. seb baek aku ada syiling sket...leh gak guna public phone (rs cam dh bertahun2 aku x guna public phone). huhu. nangis hentak2 kaki aku ble org yg slalu amek aku dr apot alor star ke kngr xleh nk amek aku lak kali ni. motipppp nangis hentak2 kaki??? heh.
so, aku pun psrh jerlaaa amek teksi utk ke w.ulu. adoiiyaiii apsl teksi dr apot alor star ke w.ulu rm70??? tket teksi tu aku bli kt kaunter wokeyh!!! bkn ke pttnya tket kt kaunter lg murah dr hrga biasa??? apsl slalu aku naek teksi dr w.ulu ke apot alor star rm60 jer???? isk3x. bikin panas tol la. dhla beg aku rosak. yg bhgn lock number tu pecah. hayammmm la kannnn. hmmmm...
Sunday, 27th sept. hadoohhhh kenapakah hari ini harus dtg??? everyone leaving sibu. my beloved frens n my sis. berat rasa hati nk melalui hari ini. but life must go on. wlau camne pun, kne gak tempuh hari ni.
hmmm...smlm, aku n syidah aka RB dh plan something. actually aku yg plan. aku nk bwk syidah jmpa nadya or dlm kata lain, nk bwk nadya jmpa syidah b4 nadya heading to newcastle, UK. hmmm...bout 1 yr lg nk jmpa...bg aku quite lama jgkla sbb tu aku trus bwk syidah g jmpa nadya.
plus, smlm, masa aku tgh browse thru folders dlm lappy aku, aku terjmpa vids 911, bsb, nsync, etc. time tu lak aku ngah bosan xde keje, so aku tgk la balik vids tu. n lagu2 tu sume really remind me of the memories masa primary school dlu. or specific lagik, masa primary 1-3.
so pg tu dlm kol 7 ktorg dh gerak ke apot. hua3x. punyala smgt! org yg nk pergi jauh pun x smpai lg. wakakakakaka. ktorg smpai tu blom rmai lg org. ekekekekeke.
nadya smpai dlm dkt nk kol 8. while waiting nadya smpai, aku ternmpk krol dgn fmly adib. krol terkantoi d ctu. menipu. huh! ari tu kata dh chow. ingt btol la...rupa2nya ada lg kt sibu. uwekkkkk.
pr hari tu, aku berjaya menipu 2 org. wakakakakakaka. nadya n farah. beriya jer aku call dorg, ckp aku kt umh. skali dorg toleh blkg, tgk aku kt blkg dorg rupanya. huhu.
after almost 10 years terpisah....finally dpt gak jmpa balik =)
actually it's a surprise for nadya. dh lama ktorg x jmpa n ber'3'. so i think that's the only chance. nk tgu nx yr, lmbt lg nyaahhhh. seb baek syidah pun ok jer. n okla...agak berjaya jgkla surprise tu. hua3x. nadya, dont hate me for the surprise! wakakakakakakakaka.
*im waiting gmbr 3org from nadya's cam.
o0o0o0ooo...krol mula2 wt muka sombong jer...dh last2 baru nk tgur. hohohoho
although jauh terpisah...although dh bertahun2 berpisah, x jmpa...all the memories aku xkan lupa smpai bila2. kngn 911, bsb, nsync, spice girl x prnh aku lupa. frenship ni still aku ingt n uols ttp my frens smpai bila2. =)
p/s: mlm td leh lak tertdo masa ngah upd8 blog nih. now, im at klia...sambung upd8 blog nih. huhuhuhu
a must-watch video! haha. i really love this song. yg penting, kne tgk video ni. kinda funny lol. the 3 men sitting at the front. hahaha. they look so funny especially the one with the guitar. is that what guitar for??? hahahahahaha. lawak3x. tgk muka laki 3 org tu pun aku dh nk tergelak.
hoho. jam dh menunjukkan kol 4.42 pg tp aku xtdo lg. huhu. aku baru settlekan keje kt kebun. errkkk, kebun??? wakakakakaka. laa ni aku rajin berkebun. aktvt berfaedah pd masa lapang. haha.
wt masa nie aku still berusaha nk upgrade aku pnye farm neh. anyway, thanx to yaya yang memberi tnjk ajar. tnjuk ajarku sifu...lalalala....
ohhh...btw, sesape yg lom add my facebook, slerla search my name Zarr Melastead or my email zackry8888@yahoo.com or tgk jer kt sblh ni ada banner facebook aku...klik jer situ, k.