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hv u ever think to be with this fuckin-look-stuff wherever u go?????


owh...mayb this pic is too small and not clear enough for u then i'll show u a clearer one...

i think this pic is clear enough for u to look at and to think of it.

hv u ever think to be one of those people? never, right??? hv u think bout what these people think and feel? if ur answer is NO, then i think u should motivate urself and be-ur-own-counselling. u've never think of these people and yet, dare to make it as ur damn-great joke???

why am i so-damn emotional????



yeaahhhh........that's right. that's me!!!!

it's been bout 6 weeks em being 'those people'.
ouuhh gosh...im not strong enough for all these!!!
in this condition...
i was left all alone....
i know...i am now useless, right!
so all of u dont really need me...
is it my fault if i just want to have a good rest...and everything prepared for me so that i dont have to move a lot???

hmmm....ok....ok...i know im fuckin-bad in english. i'll switch...


bila kita tgh ssh, tgh sdih, kwn x prnh nk ambk tau....malah kwn pergi enjoy themselves and biarkan kita alone!
bila kita tgh sakit, kwn x prnh nk tnya kbr...malah kwn blame kita sbb x mampu nk buat apa2! useless!
bila kwn tgh memerlukan bantuan, wlaupun kita tau kita xmampu nk tlg, tp kita berusaha jgk nk tlg kwn tu sebaik yg mungkin...
tp bila kita perlukan bantuan kwn, kwn wt endah x endah jer...tlg pun sekadar melepaskan batuk d tangga...
"asalkan tolong"
"kira ok sgtla aku tlg tu..."
tu laa ayat yg biasa kluar dr mulut 'kwn' tu ...

is that what people say as kawan???

owhhh....i forgot that......kawan is just a friend that will be by urside when u're happy and laughing....not the time that u're sad and crying!

i'll keep that in mind!!!

owh ya...if u're thinking to say "i understand what u're feeling...and bla bla bla...", then u're totally wrong! u not understand and will not understand...........till u be one of 'those people'!!!

errmmmm......aarrgghhh!!! mls la aku nk ckp. klo aku ckp pun, useless! no one seems to care.